it's the title track of Kevin Hoo's album. and I was just having random thoughts of how it would have been like if I hadn't chose to leave then. I guess it must have been the excess time that i have at hand. i am back to square one, having my thoughts run all over the place. and most importantly, i can't seem to know where my heart is anymore.
it's a phenomenon my friend call, "Path to self-discovery"
i really should go straight back to my books and not have those strange thoughts. cause the more i think about it, the more i am sucked into this almost-dreamlike dimension. [and yes, i mean my almost real imagination]
today was a day dedicated to me sourcing for a suitable job. and i guess it must be the long break that i had, which made me a lil lazy. Went to bakerzin, and thought the working environment there would be perfect since its small and the manager's such a sweetie.
but the pay is somewhat miserable. SERIOUSLY. but i guess i could live with it, since i am looking for something that is pleasant and most importantly near my home.
and i made someone accompany me, since the person is near the vicinity.
I WANNA WORK NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and get some money. HAHAHAHA.
and i guess work starts now. i am gonna get myself employed after a long extended rest. HAHA. and i am not looking forward to it. if not for the money aspect, i would have never wanted to end this so-called reverie that i am in. WAHAHA. i am so gonna get killed by my mum if she ever sees this.
and yes, my dad changed his car. how saddening. that means we cant spend much. HAI and ebay just have had to suspend my account for my listing policies. WTH.
it has been a week or so since i returned from taipei and i am missing it. i guess that will be the only asian country i would miss. perhaps korea too since rae's there. and talking about him just brings back weird weird memories that i cant bring myself to think about. HAHA.
then i shan't talk or think about it. at least not now.
Oh and i found a friend who lives just across my block :D and a brother!! WAHAHAHA. u will not believe what happened within this short span of time
it's a very different valentine's day for me. especially when its fully outdoors and i mean, under the hot sun. haha. yes, i spent my valentine's day in pasir ris park. and i really enjoyed it. though my thigh muscles ached a hell lot, and my polo shirt was drenched with perspiration.
and fancy someone riding a bide with cheap monday's denim shorts with ralph lauren polo carrying onto a louis vuitton bag? WTH?! but i did.
it was a memory worth keeping and remembering. for it was well spent. :)
we had our very first dosage of hot spring in taipei, Beitou. quite a quick journey and not forgetting the beautiful scenery that is so readily available. just a peep away, and you have picturesque views of mountains, hills, and little shophouses [that kinda reminds me of hong kong] and the constant appearance of convenience marts [and yes, it's our one and only 7-11]
The family portrait all clad in bathrobes. notice how mine is conveniently drooping off. LOL. it was not done on purpose k?!
Look at the tempting hot spring. and i am missing it already!!!!oh and the water's a piping 41.6 degrees.
get your bathrobes off your body!! lets get naked!! HAHA
Bathrobes all off and sexy ready.surprisingly, my complexion looked really good here.and kok weng captured a rare footage of my smile.my smiles rarely got to that stage where it is complete. HAHA.
i really love the hot spring, though it gave me a really bad headache/fever the very next day. but it was an experience that everyone should go through. tho getting naked in front of friends for the first time might be a lil awkward. HAHA. but it you can get past that very stage, the next few moments are just pure relaxation.
and most importantly i miss the company i was with.
2009 has brought about her own fair share of issues for me. but i could look upon it as a good phase of my life. just that i am not used to it. meeting new people and crossing the divine age of 21. GREAT.
but its funny how others would say i look younger than my actual age. and yes, its a compliment. :D but then they added the following statement, "You look 16.."
16? do i really look that young? urgh.
but honestly i get to meet really nice decent friends and that's great to know. tho its funny to know how some are just entirely exclusive. [yes, i am ranting, so pardon me]
forget about the bad stuff, i am going to make sure 2009 starts right and goes the right path. TAIWAN!! cant go any wrong. tho my budget is set and i am so not going to overspend this time. the temptations there are too much, and i have had to control myself.
oh, and i just finished watching Bride Wars. woo~ acted by Anne Hathaway. i still find her kinda pretty. especially her beauty adverts. and the movie's as predicted. chick movie with lots of catfights but i guess i can live with such movies once in awhile. helps perk up the day. and the ending narration which reminds me of the desperate housewives kinda ended the movie well. :D
have got to finish watching my movies, changeling, seven pounds, curious case of benjamin buttons!
leona lewis is simply amazing. :D she turned a snow patrol classic to something of her own. and i love it. she's absolutely pretty here. HOT HOT HOT. and the way she whistles her every single note is simply amazing.
gonna rush for a family dinner later. yet again. that's a simple drawback of a HUGE family. I am compromising the time I would have spent with my friends.
i finally revived my mini lil blogshop after a long time. but no longer on blogspot. :D but on ebay. wanted to try an overseas kind of thing. yes, indeed, Singaporeans and their never ending questions on the delivery, price, and yes DISCOUNTS. what the freaking hell.
oh well, but at least I am able to get back on the working path and stop slacking around. and i guess my next best buddy would be my laptop? haha. and i even gave him a name. ladies and gentlemen, let me introduce to you BUZZY.
and indeed, I have broke my bags ban yet again. can't blame me if i just so luckily won the bids from ebay. haha. and michelle's gonna kill me. fancy a keepall 55 for 645sgd? fret not, being a louis vuitton junkie i am, i would be able to differentiate from the real deal and the fake. it has a receipt! box and dustbag. woot!! but i have got to shop for the luggage tags and the handle clasps. dang!
2ndly, it would be the Yves Saint Laurent denim suede sling tote. WOOT! lucky me for not getting it when it was for sale in Singapore for about 850? my parents and gabriel kinda discouraged me from the buy. why pay so much for such a bag? and they are damn right! and thank god for them man. HAHAHA
now i got it just for 307sgd? authentic stuff for that price. HOT.
lastly the mulberry bayswater. something i kinda regret especially when i got the wrong size. its a normal bayswater. which makes it kinda small. arghhhhh. hopefully its not as small as i envisioned it to be. cause i really love it. and its aint cheaper either. dang! thought I could take advantage of the weak pound, but apparently, i bought it when the pounds appreciated. good timing huh?
oh well, enough of shopping days. :D
here's a song i really love back then. and even til now.
get your bathrobes off your body!!
